Lately, I've been feeling... a bit down.

I've been reflecting on why I wrote such a small amount in my diary yesterday and the day before.

However, I admire myself for keeping up with the habit of writing an English diary, even though the length of entries varied greatly from day to day.

So, today's diary, I'm trying to make up for it.

Last Friday, I was looking forward to the drinking party with all my colleagues.

However, I had to leave the party early because I vomited and got blackout drunk.

I'm not sociable person and I don't have friends going eating out, so I'm not familiar with these party..

I was embarrassed to expose my shame for everyone, there was a decent number of younger colleagues!

They'll all think of me as 'the fucking puke'!

I feel soooo nervous about next week...

What should I do to make up for my failure?

...I mention to the next topic.

For the last week, I've eaten the dried fish of horse mackerel everyday.

It's so tasty...I love it!

I really like to eat not only the part of meat but also the leather and born, which were baked crispy by toaster.

But it is so salty because it contains a lot of salt to enhance its preservability and umami.

After health check, it turns out that I have a high blood pressure.

Therefore, I must stop eating the dried fish, but I really don't want to do!

Because this is the only fun in my life recently...